Death by Paper Clip Dream

     I woke up this morning from a bizarre dream.  It is very weird for me to remember any type of dream I have, and to wake up from a dream, but it can happen.  Here is all I remember from that dream.

     I was in an empty room, and I was holding a paperclip in my right hand.  The paper clip was bend from it's normal form to being mostly straight (for those who don't know, I tend to always do that to paperclips).  The paper clip was pointed up perpendicular to the ceiling and floor.  I drop the paperclip, and it went through the middle of my right foot.  I stare at it for a few moments, and a pool of blood begins to flow out from underneath my food.  I bend down to pull out the paperclip.  No blood comes out from the small hole left behind on the top of my foot.  I begin to taste blood in my mouth, and as I open it, blood begins dripping out.  I quickly attempt to stop the blood by holding my hand over my mouth for a few moments.  Then I remove my hand to take a look at it.  My hand was completely covered with blood.  I looked at it for a few moments, then...I woke up.  

      This was a very strange dream.  From my memory, I have never had a dream about blood or anything along those lines.  I guess one of the strangest things about the dream was that me in the dream did not feel any pain when I was bleeding.  No real reaction.   

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